In many ways I was to blame,
But maybe it was better just to say I had it coming.
And I hate myself probably more than you do,
So I wouldn’t blame you if you never said another word to me ever again.
It’s not enough to say I’m sorry.
It’s not enough to say I’ll change this time, yeah this time.
Just count the ways
I could’ve made it better. I could’ve made you stay.
God just take me back to where I was in this Polaroid.
I wish that I could go back to that night.
In many ways I could’ve changed and should’ve told you all
The things I should’ve told you way back months ago.
I should’ve said you were a light or something I thought was divine.
So you could be the one that got away, now you’re the one I gave away.
Soon, you’ll be on your way to better things
Than me, than us, than all those goals I know you’ll achieve.
And I’ll say it again, you were right.
So just to tell you, you were on my mind.
I was about to tell you but I held my pride.
Now we’re on our own living different lives.
And the one you’re in doesn’t miss my eyes.
I’m sick of living in the past while you’re on the other side of the state.